Maybe if I write raw and uneven. If I pour myself out, and breathe fire of passion into these words and make them live, they might come into your heart and dance. Maybe when you read this it will take you there. Where the grass is green, the light is bright, Where pain and bliss both run together.
I want you to
When I say that I Love you. What I really mean is that I want you. From the very first time you stared at me with the two of the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. The very first time you ran your fingers through my hair. I have longed for that feeling for the whole of my life, and the moment I felt it, it was the only love I wanted to embrace.
You turn me on. It's undeniable. It's chemical. It's electric.
When I say that I Love You. What I really mean is that You are charming. Your rolled up sleeves and trimmed beard. Your tucked up looks, so handsome and fine, ever finer in your shorts straight out of bed. When you're not even trying, when you laugh out silly and yell like a girl, It takes my breath away. Like a sunset reflected in still water, or a starry night so clear you can see the milky way poured out across the sky.
When I say that I Love You. What I really mean is that I love your body, your shoulders. The arc and elegance.From the scars to the marks. From the tips of your hair to your ankles and toes.
Like no one else, you awaken me, the feelings I hide. You bring out the things I don't show. The passion, hunger and lust.
I love how you move, your effortless graces, the way you can simply nod your head and have me at the simplest Hello. I love how you walk, your rhythm, how both your hands move simultaneously on your sides.
I love how we love. How we breath and thrust and grind as one. One pulse, one pleasure, one ecstatic culmination. A gesture of love, a thrilling dive.
When I say that I Love You. What I really mean is that I love all of you, the way you are. Your silliness, playfulness, how easily we crack jokes and laugh at the mutual level of sarcasm. I love your courage, your strength. I love your softness, shyness. I love your honesty. I love how you take responsibilities starting from the simplest things.
I love who you are, deep down. the gentleness in your eyes, the selflessness, the pure love you give from your unconsciousness, your compassionate soul.
When I say I Love You, I mean I trust you, I respect you. I admire you, I adore you.
When I say I Love You, I mean that I love this crazy ride of loving each other. I love how it constantly calls me to go further, to walk my talk. to face my fears. I love sharing life with you, The laughter the stares, the adventures.
When I say I Love You I mean my life is better since I met you, with you in it. I'm grateful for every minute we've spent together and I mean that I cant wait to see you again, I cant wait to wrap my hands around you and feel you, cant wait to feel the warmth of your love.
When I say I Love you I mean that I want to be the one who you to turn when you're not doing okay, I want to be the one who you are sure to call up. I want to be the one who listens. I want to be the one who gives you something to stand on in this crazy messy world.
I want to make a home, a family with you. I want you to be my partner, my lover, my only. The Yin to my Yang, I want to wake up next to you in the morning and I want you to be the one next to me when I close my eyes at night.
In this universe of infinite possibilities, on a planet of 7 billion human beings, I want you.
The next time we see each other, I grab you as you lean closer. put my arms around your elegant shoulders and look deep into your eyes and say 'I Love You' this is what I really mean.
I have a place in my heart for you.
