💔

Its only been a month and a half, though it feels longer. Way longer. But Im still falling asleep in the same bed we spent every sweaty night in.
Im still humming our songs, walking our roads and visiting our spots.
But a month and a half since you left, I still miss you the way I did te first night I clutched a cold pillow to my chest and realized that youre no longer here. I still miss you the way I did the first time I walked myself home from the airport. I still miss you the way I did the first time I crawled into bed with watery eyes, and damped cheeks.

Its been days since we touched.

Do lips, like fingers have prints on it?
Is there any evidence you were here at all?

What I really wanted to say is that I missed you a whole lot today, And I just want you to wrap your arms around me, Because you make me feel like home.
But lately you seem to far astray and all I can really do is to listen to sad songs and scroll through pictures of all the memories we've made, stare from a distance and hope you notice how much I need you right now.