She couldn't keep her head up, She spent hours in her room. Screaming at nothing, screaming that you'd come back. For you have gone, too far away and never to return showed your final gestures.
I remember that day like it was yesterday, you left. Slept out of the universe for eternity. i was standing there, around the crowd. everyone were mourning and my heart was dying. the colors were fading and so were my joys.
The news headlines were how i knew that you bid farewell. it was loud and clear when they announced the 19 year old passed away, my 14 year old self died with him. all i could say was 'NO NO' nothing else came out of my timid scared self. i hoped that it was all fake, like a dream, just another dream and id wake up any second and laugh for acting like a sadistic imbecile. only if i could rewind and bring you back. only if there was anything i could do to bring you back. only if it was all a lie and you were just faking to die. and you'd come back to life with that mesmerizing smile and be all 'GOTCHA' for how dramatic my actions were.
I want to say good bye, but i Cant. because i know that you left too early.
I hope i can be thankful one day when life makes sense again.
I hope i can get over the fear of losing someone like you.
Most of all i hope you'd come back to life.
I miss you.
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