Sometimes we have to not do what we want, but instead what we must. We must do what is right over our own selfish, human desires. This is one of those times, and God it hurts.
I know however, that we will be okay. I believe in love, I must.
I want you to know that you are my home, even if our physical bodies are separated by oceans, you are and always will be my home, and my heart will be your's. There will be no where else.
With each passing moment, a day ticks by and closer comes the day, and in the rush of thoughts I can hardly attain myself for the days to come.I laugh at the mutual appreciation for the ironies and paradoxes found in the universe.
I laugh.
But I haven't convinced myself to calm down, to attain myself for the days to come.