Im an overthinker

I am an over-thinker constantly engulfed in my thoughts;

I wait for you to save me from this agonizing pain by mere words;

I wait for them so eagerly, I know they can save me and sooth me;

I am an over-thinker, It might be my least favorite trait; 

and if that part of me had to go, I would  not tell her to wait;

Except; Shes done so much for me;

with a brain full of memories; a heart full of affection;

Would life be better without her, easier could it be?

But, If she doesnt exist, I dont think I would be this version of me;

Shes thoughtful, outgoing, patient and actually kind;

She cares too much about how she might make others feel;

She overthinks a lot, but should I actually mind?

Maybe I should not, I should care for the overthinking romantic who forgives for the 3rd time;

Maybe the third times the charm; shes weird;

Shes been manipulated in the past just to see how much she could bare,

But as I think about it more clearly, Im not the person to play,

And maybe I am an overthinker, but atleast Im not hurting you this way.